Haven't been working for a week but I've already working towards the midnight clock. Its actually a very interesting line of work but it could also be too overwhelming. Sometimes, I don't really understand what they saying during the explanation process but I'm working on it.
Quite frankly, this is not my dream career and it is not what I imagine it would be and what I'll be doing. I've been key-ing inputs to the computer, learning a whole new thing that's was even in my field of skills and crashing my heads trying to memorise a whole bunch of infos. Everyday is a hectic day and without my collegues beside me, I clueless about what to do next and what to do with it. Its mind blogging trying to dig your way out of it.
Anyway, I'm learning lots and all thanks to these awesome collegues. I'm still learning a lot of new things and hopefully I can master it soon. I don't want to keep being the boulders strapped on their back. Having to teach me and guide me only slows down their work.
P/S: I'm still confuse with the office politic here but everybody seems nice. And of course, there is always those who dislike each other and all I'm trying is to remain neutral and not choosing sides nor critics one another. They both got their good and bad sides. Beside, who am I to judge them?
Lots of Love,
Jaime
