Saturday, June 23, 2012

Smiling

I'm trying to smile. But its so hard when you don't really mean it.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

This is it

I've made a huge decision today. I'll be registering with Wawasan Open University in Logistic and Supply Chain Managment this sunday without telling my mom for July intake. She's been the object of objection every single time I announced that I want to pursue my study. So, I'm leaving her out of this. My big brother say he will help me out by sponsoring for half of my study and my other brother will borrow me some if I need it for study. I'm honestly moved by my brothers action and to think that I've been always so disappointed and angry with them because of my own jealousy that they can do whatever they want and me having to do exactly what my parent asked. I realized now that the choice is mine to make. And I've choose to comply with my parent. But I hope this will be the end and the beginning of a new start.

Monday, June 4, 2012

Living is Hardcore


How come school teaches you the basic of everything but living? Living is so hardcore. I mean no one ever told you about all the life contouring decisions or even the fact that not all thing is just as it seems to be? Life is not as simple or even pleasant as how it appears to be in the fun days of school. Government should really consider a study plan on how to survive in this vicious cycle that we have to live in as soon as we are done with schools. How many graduates that could not fit in this thing we called living? 

Living is a very simple word that we get accustoms to but we never really understood what it means. Yes, you can quote the definition of living from Wikipedia or dictionary or even ask your folks about it. But how many of them will really lay down it for you?

Living is surviving. Living every day is surviving every day. It is just that simple. Here are 3 rules to surviving every day that I found out the hard way.

No 1
People don’t always want to hear the truth and they always only want to hear what they want to hear.

No 2
Patience will bring you to a great length. 

No 3
If you are able to draw a clear line between friends and your professional life, working won’t be such a bitch.