Another Saturday~ of work!

Em~ Not sure how to say this out but... her mouth stinks like hell. I have to look away just to breathe in. Haiz~~

And I was left alone in the room for the whole morning. Awesome~ No phone calls, no noise... Peacefull at last...

But I was bored... Bored like hell~

UguguguGagaga~~

Its weird that now I'm blogging for most of the days in a week. Except for Sunday ofcourse. I mean, now I'm craaping all about this (un)interesting field of job. Man~ I'm exhausted just from the thoughts of it.

Pretty soon, there would only be me and my boss's wife doing the billing in the back. Both of my collegues who's with me doing the behind the scene job was leaving. One to futher his study and the other one was forced to leave. It was sad to see them both go.

Pretty soon I'll be doing two person job. Not quite sure I'll be able to handle it or not. I'm feeling so stressed out already. I'm trying to look for a job that don't require a lot of responsibility. Sorta like a dead job without any bright future lights. It's less stressfull. But I dont want to leave the collegues I have now. They were all awesome people. Not sure I'll be able to find people like them anymore.

Oh yea, my headache that I thought was gone come back already. It hurts every single day. Same goes with both my leg. It hurts just from standing, make me feel like I dont even want to move a muscle. Just wanna lay back and watch the world as they pass me by. Sound poethic, huh? My appetite was a goner. Dont really feel like want to do anything at all. Sorta feeling like LLLLllllllAAAaaaaaaZZZZZZZZZy.

Before I forget, the whore starts to treat me back like the last time. Not sure when is my next outburst or whether it'll be minor or major this time around. Let's hope its nothing too much to handle.

Emm~

Gotta go~

Emm~ Wait-- What??!!

Zzz~

Today was a slOooo...wwwWWWwww day.

Damn, I felt like I was having a hangover. But the weirdest part is that I havent drink for a while now. Not interested and not missing it at all. Long live soberness!

My mom's birthday today. Got to head back early for the 7pm dinner. Not sure what we'll be having except there is definitely pork on the table. AWESOME!!!!!!!

But I'm broke already and it's only middle of the month. Got to save up for something else. Now I feel like I'm not sure whether I'll be able to save enough for this end of the year trip or not.

And yeah, It's 3.30pm in the office and I have just pick up the ringing phone phone saying "good morning, Lee****". And I'm like wait-- What?? Luckily the otherpeople on the other line didn't notice it.

So yeah, that's all.

Bye, my Boo(s)~~

This Whore Sucks Badly~

There's this bitch that works where I work who bitches around like a big fat ugly stupid lazy whore, literally. Man~ I treated her with respect as she is older than me by 2 years but she look like she's married with a million kids.

What the fuck is wrong with her? She shouted and screaming or talk nicely whenever she pleased. She have no regards for other people's feeling and takes advantage out of every single fucking situation regardless whether it have anything to do with her or not. She's lazy and have an addiction to bossed people arround. This mother fucking whore does not even know what she done wrong and love to play cute and innocent which totally grossed me out.

Man~ Wake up, you mother fucker!!!!!

You look horrible no matter what you wear and you stinks like hell(methaphorically). How it is possible for someone like to get "tapped" by anybody??!!! I mean, I dont even have a boyfriend and she got a boyfriend and a few ex-es!!!!!!!!!!! Oo EMmm GeeEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She have no idea how disrespectfull she is to others and she still dare to ask what's wrong??? What the hell is wrong with her, seriously??!! Futhermore, she ask me why I didn't reply her message and I'm like, "DWAaGG!!!!!!!!!!" Do you seriously still have to ask, you miserable piece of shit. Ofcourse, I dont feel like replying you thats why I didnt reply!

*It plays like that in my mind*

Anyway, Life's good here. I'm just gonna give her the cold-shoulder and ignore her whenever possible. The people her treat me great and I love them all. So, yea... Real friends are easy to find, you just got to know where to find them and how. So lets this one last longer than last time and forever.

Lots of Love From Me to You..~~

Just plain thoughts~

There was times when I wish so much to be more than anybody but somebody. I don't want to live a life that was too simple. I need something more; power, $$ and especially living. What is it like living with wealth and in style? being famous for all the good things and not being notorious in any form or way.I want to be on the winning side and never on the losing side but winning side does not mean it is the right side. You know what I mean?

I refuses to be lawyer as they always try to justify their choices according to their personal needs. Most of them starts of by wanting to be the noble one but looks what ends up to most of them? Greed... Greed for all the things that they does not posses. They manipulate, twist and corner people to the end of the wall to get what they want and maybe even commit murder in more than one sense and getting away with it.

But I guess most people are greedy even me in more than one way. some people have greed in power, $$,living and such a shame to say that even humanitarian are also have greed for self-fullfilment. And I have greed for everything...

Lets skip the whole sad things and come back to the happy thing I'm about to tell ya'll.

Emm~

I have none.

Next time I guess.. Next time I'll definitely tell you the good things.

I hope.

Such a shame!~

Today, i witnessed a real bad thing done by a company to one of its employee. It was such a shame that it was done in such a way.As fellow human, it is totally unreasonable to push an employee to such an extend. Its sorta like a choice between life and death. It's just so pity that they choose such a method to get rid of someonewithout having to pay anything.Damn~ Shame on ya.

Anyway, just posting out a shout-out just to let everyone know I'm still alive and kicking and nothing will bring me down~ Wakakakakaka...

emm...
So yea..that's all.
Chao~~

Em~ Have I told ya?

Its been a month and 6 days 3 hour since i started work in this company. Man~ I havent get my wages yet. I'm curious like hell thinking of the amount of $$ going into my almost empty bank account that i purposely open for it. I've been doing about 45 hours od OTFT (Over The Fucking Time) that I despise so much and that I reluctantly do.

And did I mention that the clock here was faster 10mins? Yea~ Its faster 10 god-damn minutes. So, even if I reach exactly at 8. I'll still be late for 10 mins. And I've been late for almost a week now. LOL~ Been having breakfast for almost everyday with my collegues and to which I thought was awesome. I learn more every single day. I've met a lot of- how would I put this- unusual people to which I was fine with it, Just that sometimes, I rather never met them at all. It's exhausting to have to deal with the same shit day after day. So Fuck with them. (I mean no harm, Just want to get it out of my boobs aka chest)

And did I mention already my paycheck havent meet me? Whats wrong with them?? Haix...

LOL~ Anyway I've went to dinner with my boss last night. I think his name was Ting Kar Ting? Ting Kar Hing? Ting Kar Hong? Oh well, whatever his name is, He's a good man with vision. I'm not sure If he knew his speech inspired me or not but the important thing is I sarted to see hopes and future of this company. It would have been awesome to be part of something awesome. You get me? AWESOME~~

Chao~ for now anyway.

Lots of love.