Its weird that now I'm blogging for most of the days in a week. Except for Sunday ofcourse. I mean, now I'm craaping all about this (un)interesting field of job. Man~ I'm exhausted just from the thoughts of it.
Pretty soon, there would only be me and my boss's wife doing the billing in the back. Both of my collegues who's with me doing the behind the scene job was leaving. One to futher his study and the other one was forced to leave. It was sad to see them both go.
Pretty soon I'll be doing two person job. Not quite sure I'll be able to handle it or not. I'm feeling so stressed out already. I'm trying to look for a job that don't require a lot of responsibility. Sorta like a dead job without any bright future lights. It's less stressfull. But I dont want to leave the collegues I have now. They were all awesome people. Not sure I'll be able to find people like them anymore.
Oh yea, my headache that I thought was gone come back already. It hurts every single day. Same goes with both my leg. It hurts just from standing, make me feel like I dont even want to move a muscle. Just wanna lay back and watch the world as they pass me by. Sound poethic, huh? My appetite was a goner. Dont really feel like want to do anything at all. Sorta feeling like LLLLllllllAAAaaaaaaZZZZZZZZZy.
Before I forget, the whore starts to treat me back like the last time. Not sure when is my next outburst or whether it'll be minor or major this time around. Let's hope its nothing too much to handle.
Emm~
Gotta go~
